Ok, so I 'can' admit. I'm suffering from stress, exhaustion, trauma etc...
It's tough to admit it but I'm glad that I can. I also thought people who went to councelling and took 'happy pills' were too weak to help themselves so they relied on pills and therapists to mend them. But actually, they're the strong one's. Weak people are the one's who are too scared to admit they need help and pretend they're okay... that used to be me.
I've stored my sad emotions all year to keep myself strong through the operation and treatment and now its over, those emotions have been released and are all over the place! But at least I can admit it, and I'm going to take the rest of the year off work to sort myself out.
What I'm going to do I don't know. But I can't sit in my lounge anymore; I'll go mad! Not sure what to do... but I think I need to get away somewhere.... I just need the radiotherapy burns to heal and then I'm off!
Friday, 2 October 2009
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